I’m constantly distracting myself. I’m going to log off of tumblr for awhile. I’ll miss those who will miss me, and if you want me, feel free to call me… or I guess I’ll check my messages from time to time.
I will never say that your belief is not real. I will never try to impose my way of life to anyone. I will tell you what I feel you should know, and what you should know is it’s no matter what your belief is, if it wasn’t for support, you will eventually stray away. It’s like the saying a family that prays/works/etc. together, stays together. They stay together because they support each other in their endeavors. Birds of a feather flock together. They fly for the same cause, that’s why they flock together. Even the lone wolf and coyote has a pack. This is why I pity those who feel that they are forever alone, even if they are just saying it. You do not know alone. You can not fathom alone. Alone is nothing but despair, because if you were truly without your family, your friends, you will feel worthless. You will feel helpless. You will practically beg to belong anywhere. You will bind at the sight of social warmth. You will do things no one else will do, no one will dare do, and you will either see no wrong in it, or you will be convinced that this is the right thing to do. You will be content on shit you can probably do better if you try, but you won’t try. You won’t try because you can’t feel anything but despair. And when you feel that despair, you will reach out for anything and anyone to help you. You will feel pitiful. You will not only want to not be yourself, but you won’t. You will eventually be disoriented, disillusioned. And you will love it, because it stops reminding you of who you are.
All you need to get out of that downward slope is someone that can show you not who you are, but who you can become. Someone that can convince you that you can do better, you will do better. Someone that will no doubt treat you like an equal, because you can be their equal if you learn to radiate the same way.
Unfortunately, to find that person, you must leave the comfort zone, your cesspool of guilt and doubt. Your constant need to un-emote. Only then can you feel better, by realizing that you managed to feel nothing, and allowing that realization to cause you pain like rehabilitation, because it is rehab. You know it.
My name is Brandon Green. My words are power.
Yes, been in the bus for almost two hours now :(
I’ll be more than happy to keep you company, friend. I miss you. Haven’t talked since five-ever.
Yeah!! You should teleport here and we’d discuss romantic things haha!! The traffic jam is so bad I don’t think I’ll go somewhere soon.
I woke up this morning a happy person/thanking all the deities for a Saturday but now it’s ashes lmfao.
lol, nah, don’t let that snag get to you. Besides, I’m here! If I could, I would teleport there, now! I might have to find a place to sleep for a few days, it might tire me.
Good morning, evening, and afternoon, Loves